Homecoming: affirmations for my new life
How long has it been?
Days, months, years and decades.
Finally, the last piece of the cage I’ve built for myself, crumbled…
My voice is back, and it's stronger and louder than ever.
I’ve felt my strength before, but never like this.
I’m ready. I’m ready for my calling. I’m ready for my immense power.
I am rising from my ashes, all the months of pain, anxiety, depression and defeatism. The last mile was the toughest.
Surrounded by darkness, my mind dug a grave for me.
I saw only emptiness and acceptance.
It was in the depth of my despair, that I felt love.
I faced the parts of me that I’ve been running away from for decades.
Yet, under all the fears, was love, joy and courage.
To meet my wholeness at my rock bottom, to feel what I felt and to know, I’ll come back.
“Feel what you felt and come back”
How am I so blessed, to have such an experience and be so loved?
I’m forever honoured to have the support system I’ve built that allowed me to completely give in to my hermit phase.
Here I stand, full of possibilities.
I know what I’m, my shifting self, my duality, my power and my voice.
In two weeks, I will embark on yet another journey.
A familiar place maybe, but everything is changed.
A new chapter with a new intention.
So I hereby cast a manifestation:
May my soul tribe comes to my side,
As we build a strong, candid and supportive network,
As we let our courage speaks
As we flow in abundance
As we claim our thrones
We shall live, as we are meant to live
Love as we are deserved to be loved
Fuck as we dive into each other’s naked souls
In both depth and lightness,
Swimming in this ocean of life and tides of time,
So when breathe becomes air,
We can smile, say our thanks, and let it be.